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Tuesday, 01 April 2008

in between....

He is nice, sweet, very thoughtful, understanding, loyal, always keep his promises and etc. but somehow i feel like i am lying to him and to myself because i don't miss him as much as i suppose to. and i am not sure who is he to me. is he just a friend, a close friend or a special friend? sometimes i feel like i should stop talking to him all the way but i know that would be very mean thing to do to a person like him. so for now, i just pretend nothing really happen. i am just being nice to him same way he is to me. hopefully i will come to a good end soon.

Sunday, 03 February 2008

Completely new me

I used to be so frustrated of my life. So many things happened not as the way I wanted. Almost give up on myself. But I knew for sure that life is like a roller coaster. Sometimes we are at the top but then once we are at the top, it has to come down. I am not saying that my life used to be completely full of frustration. I have done and achieved a lot of things along the way. I also have met so many awesome people and most of them are my close friends. Therefore, despite of what happened, I am still thankful of my life.

It just so funny how I got so disappointed of my life because of a guy. This guy is seriously almost damaged me. Well, he did nothing really physically but emotionally yes. A lot of people had warned me not to be too close to him but I just ignored them. I thought it was unfair to judge the person without really knowing the person itself. But I was wrong actually. I was totally blinded by his lies and sweet talks. Seriously, sweet talks could kill a girl. I hate sweet talks now. I should have listen to my mom not to trust sweet talkers!!!

Now life is great. Hopefully better soon. Job is good although I always disappointed my boss most of the times. I am trying my best though. I really want to excel in my job. I feel so bad every time I disappointed him. Well, that is how I learn I guess, from my own mistakes which could cost million dollars for my company!!!...So much pressure to handle!! Besides challenging job and demanding boss, my friends are awesome too. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS SO MUCH!! So thankful that I met them in my life.

Wow....this is the first time I wrote this much besides english homeworks!!!
I back with my new ME

Thursday, 30 August 2007

Which Pixar Character Are You?
	You are Mr. Incredible. You are from a family of superheroes. Need we say more! It's unfortunatesuperheroes have to hide their identity, but that doesn't stop the oppositesex from being attracted to you. Your looks can floor anyone, and your CGmuscles make even Arnold jealous. Your ability to kick the asses of villains andpersonal foes every now and then will be remebered for generations tocome.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

Tuesday, 28 August 2007

have ticket but no bus??!!

Last week I was at my grandparents', which is the place I grew up and the week before I was at Kuala Lumpur (KL) and a day at Malacca for interviews. A lot of things happened when I was at KL. The one that I will not forget is when I was waiting 3 hours for a bus at Pudu Bus Station alone at night. What an experience! The bus should come at 8.30pm but I was at Pudu until 10pm and no sign of the bus. After waiting for a few hours, I decided to call my aunt to pick me up and go to her place. Now I learned a lesson, never buy any bus ticket. Make sure it comes from a reliable bus company. I usually bought from Transnational but that night there were no more ticket from Transnational. Actually, no more bus at all from any bus company except this one. A bit weird I admit but I don't care because I was desperately want to go home that night. The ticket's price was higher than usual but I still bought it. Now, no matter what, I only buy from Transnational. Period.